Listen up i got some s**t to say Listen up i got some s**t to say If we choose our own paths we must've walked different ways Cause lately ive been trapped in darkness with nothing but pain Listen up i got some s**t to say Listen up i got some s**t to say If we choose our own paths we must've walked different ways Cause lately ive been trapped in darkness with nothing but pain Yeah i got regrets about the drugs that i take But they help to solve the problems that i stacking my brain Tell me what you know bout being suicidal every day And having no escape so you depend onna blade Yeah i used to be an asshole said s**t that he never meant And then by the age of 14 i was on my 12th attempt I felt lost and trapped consumed by my regrets Now im walking through a graveyard death at every step Lately i been hidin away inside of my room Wishing that id never even come outta the womb But i'll have a smile on my face when greetin my doom I'll keep my problems locked inside my chest that all i do Listen up i got some s**t to say Listen up i got some s**t to say If we choose our own paths we must've walked different ways Cause lately ive been trapped in darkness with nothing but pain Listen up i got some s**t to say Listen up i got some s**t to say If we choose our own paths we must've walked different ways Cause lately ive been trapped in darkness with nothing but pain Opened up my mind and all i saw was an abyss I'm losing sight of the light like its a solar eclipse They said if not for talent that i wouldnt exist And all i do is spit like im talkin with a lisp I'm just penning my emotions my reflection on the page Society has set the norm theyre tellin me i'm strange I dyed my hair and pierced my ears i had to make a cage Cause id rather be different then ever get called the same I'm insane and i know it I got issues and i really think they showing Doing drugs in double doses thats how i'm coping Oh i think it's pretty clear i'm hopeless