so many nights i pray that this would just...stop... i woke out of my sleep from the sound..of a pop lock my heart would drop to the ground maybe the fact my pops wasn't around forced you to find these guys that would just knock you down or beat you around (i dont know) my innocense was lost back then, not to be found and in a sense its like this world was just weighing me down leaning its weight hard on my shoulder's making my heart less warm and much more colder chip off my tooth and a chip on my shoulders i told yall that i dont play..i see that drama every god damn day so go ahead yep yab away...cause now you got alot to say 
CHORUS: cast your judgements, cast all your stones, holdin my hand, holdin on to everything i have because its slippin away soo fast and its all i have... i was like six then we aint have a pot to piss in while most kids lives consist of shine and glisin mine was lined with mischeif..a boy flippin devoid the times you find joy or reminisin its like time was pissin, years was passin..i was inside while kids was out side laughin..no time for games they fake toy planes was crashin,while me my life was crashin at night fist fights left my moms face smashed in her mans blasted..threw her down a flight of stairs alone and scared,i stared in eyes of men who didnt care my father was never there,now i am prepared for this lifetime thats unfair,just like my fight from the bottom to the top, just like i had to fight for all that i got, it hurts but i still wont stop until my casket drops. 
CHORUS X2 so many nights i pray that this would just stop just stop..just stop