[00:00.62]Deaf Havana  Anemphobia
[00:01.69]I worry about the weather, and the pressure in my head
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[00:07.80]And how my lungs can't find the oxygen to form a single breath
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[00:14.67]That doesn't get caught in my throat, with all the words I couldn't say
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[00:20.91]I pray that things are getting better...
[00:23.78]
[00:41.27]I still worry about the weather, and I'm sick to death of rain
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[00:47.69]And these panic attacks do nothing for my tired swollen brain
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[00:54.37]My days aren't getting better, and I'm still numbing the pain
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[01:00.92]I lost my mind and all my hope in feeling fine again
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[01:09.77]I'm holding out for a saving grace, to show me the error of my ways
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[01:18.26]I really need a change
[01:20.32]
[01:21.82]I'm not a pessimist but sometimes hope is missed or missing
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[01:30.14]I haven't felt so ****ing drained, I need a break
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[01:50.73]I caught a glimpse of my reflection and didn't recognise my face
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[01:57.18]I left a note at home explaining how I'm sorry that I left
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[02:03.79]I just needed to be alone for a while to realise I'm a mess
[02:09.97]I pray that that things are getting better but I won't hold my breath
[02:15.11]I won't hold my breath.
[02:18.86]I'm holding out for a saving grace, to show me the error of my ways
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[02:27.73]I really need a change
[02:29.78]
[02:31.28]I'm not a pessimist but sometimes hope is missed or missing
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[02:39.59]I haven't felt so ****ing drained, I breakneed a
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[02:57.75]I'm not quite there but I'm on my way
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[03:04.80]I'm still forgetting names and faces, I need to get away
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[03:12.35]From this place, 'cause my outlooks' changed
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[03:18.72]Along with how I speak and I'm really not the same as I used to be
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[03:26.68]I'm always living in my head and I can't remember when, I last felt alive
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[03:39.07]I'm holding out for a saving grace, to show me the error of my ways
[03:45.68]
[03:47.19]I really need a change
[03:49.32]
[03:50.56]Cause I'm not a pessimist but sometimes hope is missed or missing
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[03:59.03]I haven't felt so ****ing drained, I need a break.