My heart’s been racing with my mind to the finish line of these fevered times stuck down again this turbulence has overthrown tranquility pounding the walls inside these thoughts 
I can’t control and shooting through my veins these heightened senses overwhelming confusion replaces clarity a neurotic rearrangement you know the feeling when down feels up to it’s old tricks again so misleading when it hits like a ton of bricks to the chest out of breath on the bathroom floor and 
I’ll make light of this night and night of this day it’s what 
I tell myself to sleep when 
I dream myself awake