[00:18.131]Full of shame and all the blame
[00:22.389]I can't name my own mistakes
[00:26.635]Moving through the dirt I lay
[00:30.625]Fighting through the emotions I faced
[00:34.868]I can't run I can't hide
[00:38.871]I see the sun it burns my eyes
[00:43.118]The pain of some I feel it it inside
[00:47.380]But no one cares when I'm inside
[00:52.364]It gets worse when the days go by
[01:00.119]It doesn't get easier because I never go outside
[01:08.360]My heart is blue it bleeds for you
[01:12.862]I'm impatient I can't eat food
[01:16.867]You say I'm a fool a fool for you
[01:21.103]I've been used and I've been bruised
[01:25.365]But I've gone around and looked for you
[01:29.359]But you lost me and I want you
[01:33.618]And I caught the bait
[01:35.597]And I'm grabbing a noose
[01:37.851]Until you say to come with you
[01:42.615]It gets worse when the days go by
[01:50.601]It doesn't get easier because I never go outside