[00:00.82]CashMoneyAP
[00:02.75]Yeah
[00:03.75]Da-da-da one time, uh-huh
[00:07.55]Woah, listen
[00:10.64]And lately I've been a mess
[00:12.25]I really think that I’m depressed
[00:14.34]You try to tell me not to worry
[00:15.62]When you knowin' I be stressed
[00:17.16]I looked on the bright side just to see you love me less
[00:20.02]When I was down and had nobody
[00:21.37]You was the only one I'd text, I know
[00:23.57]It’s hard livin' life on your own
[00:25.63]I'm on the road and I just gotta go
[00:27.98]I'm really stuck in my zone
[00:29.34]Workin' hard, barely keepin' control
[00:31.43]Through this life, see it's highs and it's lows
[00:33.86]You didn’t want me to grow
[00:35.25]Everybody act like something I owe
[00:37.33]That’s why I'm gone and I don’t want you to know
[00:39.55]My location, I be chillin' by myself, I be stuck all alone
[00:43.11]Tryna figure out where I went wrong
[00:45.48]But I ain't do nothin' wrong
[00:46.82]I put my feelings and my pain in these songs
[00:49.07]When I die, I hope they all sing along
[00:51.28]I ain’t do it for the fame,
[00:52.66]I just did it 'cause I had to be strong
[00:54.73]Nobody was helpin' me or my mom
[00:56.70]I had to blow like a bomb
[00:58.49]I ain't really wanna go get a job
[01:00.50]I had a plan that I could beat all the odds
[01:02.66]I wasn't playin' my part
[01:04.09]Too many people tried to **** with my heart
[01:06.38]That's why the rose still came up through the dark
[01:08.68]You call me crazy, I'm smart
[01:10.06]Bet some time I'm still up on the charts
[01:12.32]How my music motivation, I look back at the start
[01:15.11]How the whole situation really got me this far
[01:18.03]Are we gon' shine forever? Will we go out stars?
[01:20.97]That's the greatest, in the latest
[01:23.52]This a drop top foreign, yeah a Mercedes
[01:26.70]She said that she like my eyes, wanna have my baby
[01:29.34]But shorty I can't have ties with you, my lady
[01:32.13]I'm seein' things different, the vision gettin' clearer
[01:35.02]I'm tired of havin' battles with the man in the mirror
[01:37.96]I'm prayin' every night, tryna stay in good spirit
[01:40.82]I'm only bein' me, I'm not tryna be different
[01:43.86]Set a good example for the world and the children
[01:46.65]They didn't let us in, now we runnin' the whole building
[01:49.57]Haters see me win, now they mad and in their feelings
[01:52.45]Age of 19 when I touched my first million
[01:55.52]I can't explain to you how it feels
[01:58.16]And they talk down on me and all my skills
[02:01.08]They gon' throw shade on you when you real
[02:04.00]Well, I mean
[02:07.16]Just lately I've been a mess
[02:08.60]I really think that I'm depressed
[02:10.72]You try to tell me not to worry
[02:12.07]When you knowin' I be stressed
[02:13.51]I looked on the bright side just to see you love me less
[02:16.39]When I was down and had nobody
[02:17.73]You was the only one I'd text, I know
[02:19.98]It's hard livin' life on your own
[02:21.95]I'm on the road and I just gotta go
[02:24.24]I'm really stuck in my zone
[02:25.67]Workin' hard, barely keepin' control
[02:27.90]Through this life, see it's highs and it's lows
[02:30.32]You didn't want me to grow
[02:31.90]So I just let you go
[02:34.88]Damn
[02:36.16]You didn't want me to grow, no
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