THE MOST TENDER THING YOU'VE SAID TO ME IS THAT I SUFFER FROM PARANOIA SOMETIMES WHEN I WISH TO KILL I COUNT FROM ONE TO SIX HUNDRED KILOMETERS YET I FAIL TO FEEL I SAIL TO SEA I FAIL TO BEHAVE RATIONALLY AND I FAIL TO GRIP I FAIL TO KEEP I FAIL TO THINK ABOUT ME "IF I WERE ABLE TO HATE PERHAPS HATRED WOULD BRING ME RELIEF I OUGHT TO HAVE A STEEL BROW AND A HEART OF STONE" YET YOU FAILED TO FEEL YOU SAILED TO SEA YOU FAILED TO EMBRACE MY INSECURITIES AND I FAILED TO GRIP I FAILED TO KEEP I FAILED TO THINK ABOUT ME