I was trying to say In the smoothness of the day I'm asking you why I can never, never reach you During that quiet while The wonder stopped nearby I'm asking you why I can never, never, never dare to How can I hold it? He won't guess and I'm a freak As usual A ****ing freak, is he too? Still on that sunny day I'm mute and I can't help I'm desperate so what 't' ll be better, better one day I've been trying to tell The useless and the vague Then I don't know why I should ever, ever, ever dare to I was trying to say But now the day has gone away And I should know why People should not ask why, ask why I was trying to say But now the day has gone away