[00:03.84]Produced by: Aaron May [00:30.73] [00:32.74]Now I done gained more than I lost, but I still feel the opposite [00:36.81]Even with the stack of accomplishments, I don't really feel too confident [00:40.86]I don't even think I profited, cuz the **** that's gone worth more than the **** I got [00:44.84]It get lonely the more that you sit up top [00:47.34]Yet ****** still creepin' tryna get my spot, that's wild [00:50.02]I might just throw in the towel, and let a ***** have it right now [00:53.69]Don't know if the **** worthwhile til you get it and you ain't too proud [00:57.07]Til' you look around and you stuck in the crowd [00:59.25]That love when you up, give a **** when you down [01:01.20]That leave when you lost then come back when you found [01:03.09]They say that's how it look at the top of the mound [01:05.21]But I done spent, days and nights, putting my all in the **** I write [01:09.20]Praying I ball just how I would like [01:11.22]Pray I don't fall trynna get this life [01:13.20]And I done went through hard and harder [01:15.40]Most of my life I ain't have my father [01:17.39]Had bloodline but I barely saw them [01:19.22]So the fam I met I felt a part of [01:21.46]And that's how it's gon be forever [01:22.88]Let go of the pain I would never [01:25.25]Cuz thats what's keeping us together [01:27.25]Stickin' to the plan through whatever [01:29.34]Told em all I would stay in the worse [01:31.32]If I had to leave them for the better [01:33.43]Told em all I would walk in first [01:35.46]Through whatever struggle we endeavor [01:37.01] [01:37.35]I been walking with my hands closed [01:39.56]I don't want your gold [01:40.89]I been walking with my hands closed [01:43.20]I can't take no mo' [01:44.83]I been walking with my hands closed [01:47.27]I could never fold [01:48.92]I been walking with my hands closed [01:51.18]Keep your **** and go [01:53.02]I been walking with my hands closed [01:55.40]I don't want your gold [01:56.99]I been walking with my hands closed [01:59.44]I can't take no mo' [02:01.05]I been walking with my hands closed [02:03.51]I could never fold [02:05.21]I been walking with my hands closed [02:07.59]And they stay enclosed [02:09.13] [02:10.38]Now is this **** worth it, life ain't ever gon' be perfect This can't be all that it's bout [02:12.95]One thing for certain, I'll never give up my purpose for no type of money or clout [02:18.31]No type of lifestyle or house, no type of millionaire route [02:21.54]Imma say **** the amount [02:22.98]If the fam down bad, then I'm down there too, **** [02:25.57]Somehow we gon' figure it out [02:26.82]I don't think it's worth it, life ain't never gon' be perfect [02:29.54]This can't be all that it's bout [02:30.71]One thing for certain, I'll never give up my purpose for no type of money or clout [02:34.20]No type of lifestyle or house, no type of millionaire route [02:37.85]Imma say **** the amount [02:39.22]If the fam down bad, then I'm down there too, **** [02:42.20]We gon figure it out [02:46.14]