[00:00.000] 作词 : J0KER
[00:01.000] 作曲 : J0KER
[00:13.751]She’s gone, and I’m drunk她走了，我醉了
[00:17.007]She’s gone, and I’m drunk她走了，我醉了
[00:20.513]She’s gone, and I’m drunk她走了，我醉了
[00:24.019]She’s gone, and I’m drunk她走了，我醉了
[00:27.274]I begged her to stay, but she still went away我求着她别离开，但她仍然离开了
[00:30.780]She left me alone, I’m crying got no words to say她留我独自一人，我哭着无话可说
[00:33.785]I’m drinking I’m drunk, imagine she was still here我喝酒我喝醉了，幻想着她仍然在这里
[00:37.291]But she went away and I couldn’t find a way out但她离开了，我也迷失了自我
[00:41.048]I remember those fairytales, but now I can’t remember nobody else我记得那些童话故事，但现在我谁都记不起来
[00:44.554]I remember the day she left me, tell you what, it was like hell我记得她离开我的那天，这么说吧，像地狱一样
[00:47.808]I’m lying on my bed, can’t even think of the word starts with L 我躺在床上，想都不敢想L开头的那个词
[00:52.066]Days and nights passed by, I just wanna suicide日日夜夜这样过去，我只想自杀
[00:54.819]Try not to sleep through the day, try to pick up what I say试着不睡过一天，试着整理我的思绪
[00:58.325]But when I see her on the street, what came out my mouth is a “hey”但当我在街上看到她，我嘴里仅能说出“嘿”
[01:01.330]Try not to cry through the night, I hold my pillow so tight试着不一整晚都在哭，我抱紧了我的枕头
[01:04.835]I don’t wanna cry I just wanna die, I’m missing something which in Chinese called AI我不想哭我只想死，我缺少一样在中文里叫爱的东西
[01:08.591]I’m like a masochist I’m addicted to the pain我是个受虐狂，我对疼痛上瘾
[01:11.848]There’s no sunlight in my heart there’s only the ******* rain我心里没有阳光，只有那该死的雨
[01:15.332]Now I’m shitty like this but you I cannot blame现在我这副鬼样子，但我不能怪你
[01:18.336]God please help me, can you hear what am I saying?上帝请帮帮我，捏能听的到我在说话吗
[01:22.343]I just want to say-ay, why can’t you just stay-ay我只想说，你为什么不能留下
[01:25.600]Why can’t you just stay-ay, why can’t you just stay-ay你为什么不能留下你为什么不能留下
[01:29.104]I’m feeling so cold-old, please don’t go away-ay我好冷，求你不要走
[01:32.359]Please don’t go away-ay, please don’t go away-ay求你不要走，求你不要走
[01:35.865]I wanna keep drinking, I wanna be so drunk我想一直喝酒，我想喝醉
[01:39.122]I wanna be so drunk, I wanna be so drunk我想喝醉，我想喝醉
[01:42.625]Please stop hurting me-e, stop the ******* pain-ain请停止伤害我，让疼痛停止
[01:46.132]Stop the ******* pain-ain, stop the ******* pain-ain让疼痛停止，让疼痛停止
[02:03.401]I remember her voice, but it’s fading away我记得她的声音，但它正在慢慢消失
[02:06.907]I still can remember the smell of my birthday cake she made我还记得他给我做的生日蛋糕的味道
[02:10.414]But wait, am I just imagining? For god’s sake但是等一下，那是幻觉吗？啊，以上帝的名义
[02:13.669]Am I dreaming? Oh gosh, how can I wake?我在做梦吗，天哪，我怎么才能醒过来
[02:17.089]My heart is bleeding my legs are shaking, my head is dizzy my hands aren’t moving我的心在流血我的腿在发抖，我的头很晕我的手不能动
[02:20.596]My heart is broken my soul is missing, my fingers are rigid my mind isn’t thinking我的心破碎了我失去了灵魂，我的手指僵硬我的大脑停止了活动
[02:23.851]My heart is dying my body is freezing, my pain is gone my feelings are fading我的心正在死亡我的身躯冰冷，我的疼痛消失了我的知觉也逐渐褪去
[02:27.606]Oh I feel like my m*th********* head is at the edge of exploding啊，我觉得我该死的脑子正在爆炸的边缘
[02:30.861]So many feelings so much pain, so much anger so much saying太多感觉太多疼痛，太多愤怒太多话
[02:34.370]So many emotions in such a short time, now I can’t feel all the feelings这么短的时间里有太多情绪，我现在感觉不到所有的感觉
[02:37.742]Right now I’m so ****** up I’m done I ****** up everything现在我搞砸了所有事情，我不干了，搞砸了所有事情
[02:41.248]Please don’t talk to me, please leave me alone and let me think请不要跟我说话请让我一人好好想想
[02:44.753]The tears of a clown are now falling down, my hands holding a bottle I’m so drunk小丑的眼泪正在流下，我的手拿着酒瓶我喝醉了
[02:48.009]I’m almost stumbling but I shout: hey yo, here, another round!我差点摔倒但我喊着：嘿，这里，再来一杯！
[02:51.514]Now I just wanna dream living together with her in a small town现在我只想梦着跟她住在一个小镇上
[02:58.275]I just want to say-ay, why can’t you just stay-ay我只想说，你为什么不能留下
[03:01.532]Why can’t you just stay-ay, why can’t you just stay-ay你为什么不能留下你为什么不能留下
[03:05.289]I’m feeling so cold-old, please don’t go away-ay我好冷，求你不要走
[03:08.545]Please don’t go away-ay, please don’t go away-ay求你不要走，求你不要走
[03:12.049]I wanna keep drinking, I wanna be so drunk我想一直喝酒，我想喝醉
[03:15.556]I wanna be so drunk, I wanna be so drunk我想喝醉，我想喝醉
[03:18.812]Please stop hurting me-e, stop the ******* pain-ain请停止伤害我，让疼痛停止
[03:22.317]Stop the ******* pain-ain, stop the ******* pain-ain让疼痛停止，让疼痛停止