[00:05.59]On the surface, everything's just fine [00:10.56]But nervous doesn't describe what's going on behind these eyes [00:17.10]It's just too easy to fake a smile [00:21.27]But you got my heartbeat on repeat [00:23.70]Going 'bout a hundred thousand miles [00:27.18]My mind's racing, but I can never out run you [00:32.56]You're two steps ahead while I'm tripping over my shoes [00:37.69]A-N-X-I-E-T-Y [00:40.92]No matter how hard I try, you will never leave [00:47.06]Yeah, yeah, I H-A-T-E Y-O-U [00:51.78]And all the stupid things you do [00:54.28]I give in so easily [00:58.29]You get the best of me [01:02.68]You get the best of me [01:05.98]I wish I could just let you go [01:09.64]But the truth is, you are all I've ever known [01:15.95]You're an infection, a medicine just numbs my brain [01:21.84]I'm doing anything and everything to feel normal again [01:25.23]What's normal again? [01:26.47]'Cause my mind's racing, but I can never out run you [01:32.09]You're two steps ahead while I'm tripping over my shoes [01:38.07]My mind's racing, but I can never out run you [01:43.40]Playing games with me that I will always lose, ooh [01:48.92]A-N-X-I-E-T-Y [01:51.87]No matter how hard I try, you will never leave [01:57.88]Hey, yeah, I H-A-T-E Y-O-U [02:02.63]And all the stupid things you do [02:05.17]I give in so easily [02:08.99]You get the best of me, no (You get, you get the best of me) [02:15.25]You get the best of me, of me, of me [02:21.81]It's crazy, my thoughts start racing [02:24.17]And my mind's erasing everything I knew [02:26.99]It's just pills and therapy bills [02:29.24]Just to keep me away from you [02:32.07]And it works for a little while, ******** smiles [02:35.57]But I'm just walking through the motions [02:38.18]Either that, or losing track of my emotions [02:40.94]4 AM panic attacks, taking red eyes back home [02:45.10]I feel by myself, but with you, I'm never alone [02:51.92]Damn [02:54.44]A-N-X-I-E-T-Y [02:57.25]No matter how hard I try, you will never leave