[00:17.82]I never saw the ocean that way [00:20.34]I never tried to leave [00:22.23]I've been so down that I could cry [00:24.33]I've been so up that I was high [00:26.55]I never saw the fields that way [00:29.07]It's all beautiful to me [00:30.84]I'm feeling anxious more and more [00:33.09]I'm staring at the floor [00:37.38]I'm staring at the floor so I don't fall apart [00:44.16]I'm not trying for the best days [00:46.89]It's only way I know [00:48.66]I'm looking forward to the days and nights the rumors [00:51.84]And the only times I feel like I'm a part of something [00:56.61]Is when I'm breaking down to you [00:58.83]I swear I'll always tell the truth [01:05.37]And really I don't mean to sound so insincere [01:08.46]When you were down [01:09.63]I tried my best to offer some sort of half assed conversation [01:14.10]But all along I've kind of felt that waking up brings hope to sweat [01:18.36]And never digging yourself out isn't really helping [01:31.98]I never cared about the bad days or how they came to be [01:36.30]Basements to rooftops messed up chords [01:38.58]I always forgot the words [01:40.71]I spend way too much time in driveways [01:43.35]But it's hard to go inside when you realize how good it gets [01:47.70]I wish I realized that more [01:49.86]And really I don't mean to sound so insincere [01:56.55]When you were down [01:57.60]I tried my best to offer some sort of half assed conversation [02:02.10]But all along I've kind of felt that waking up brings hope to sweat [02:07.23]And never digging yourself out isn't really helping [02:20.58]How many times will it take for me to go outside [02:24.87]I can't relate and the street just seems so long today [02:28.92]You try to change the world and feel useless [02:33.12]I've gotten good at making excuses [02:37.38]I've gotten good at making excuses [02:41.61]I've gotten good at making excuses [02:45.81]I've gotten good at making excuses [02:49.98]I've gotten good at making excuses