[00:00.000] 作词 : Aidan Holmes [00:01.000] 作曲 : Aidan Holmes [00:06.75]Consumed with doubt I don't know where to start [00:08.99]With this technicolor scar on the center of my heart [00:12.24]But I guess, I suppose I'll try and expose why I'm like this [00:16.38]Maybe come to terms with my vices [00:20.84]All I see haunts me [00:30.98]I'll put my head in that noose [00:32.59]Like I've got nothing to lose [00:34.01]So put your head in that noose [00:35.79]Cause I've got nothing to prove [00:51.71]False serenity in an SSRI [00:56.06]You wanna be the ****ing hero [00:58.02]Then I guess I'm the bad guy [01:04.64]Then I guess I'm the ****ing bad guy [01:08.19]No, no [01:09.47]Built to believe that redemption is free [01:10.80]With suicidal thoughts you said to me, it's hard getting clean [01:12.77]With a ****ed heart, won't start. A thin paradox, not beating hard [01:14.85]With trust bleeding out all over the ground [01:16.41]And forgiveness not sight to be found [01:17.62]Here I am again with a bloody pen. Like a knife to fragile skin [01:20.18]You think you know, but you don't know shit [01:27.17]You think you know but you don't know [01:30.06]You think you know but you don't know shit [01:32.20]All it takes is the wrong time and place these days [01:37.46]I'm raising stakes now [01:39.26]Another piece of shit in Adidas NMDs look at me no sympathy [01:45.95]A pseudo sigh of relief [01:48.46]At the thought that everything is gonna be [01:52.29]How it should ****ing be [01:56.65]A pseudo sigh of relief [01:59.11]You think you got away with making me look so ****ing guilty [02:04.83]And I've still got blood to bleed [02:07.81]You should have buried me