[00:23.73]Finding out that you had lost the little one inside you [00:33.15]Not a sound, but chalk that you had dropped on the floor [00:42.76]And I could tell that when you fell the future never planned on getting easier [00:53.01]God has never been afraid to fill our cups with more than they could hold [01:00.32]Til they all overflow and we drown once and for all [01:06.30] [01:31.38]How could I misconceive I was owed something radically radiant [01:35.25]The doctor came through and asked if you'd like to give it name [01:49.46]How can you misconceive our ideals and growing our futures [01:59.71]Some impressive prize I find for placing all the blame [02:05.70]My apprehension got the best of me [02:09.70] [02:15.64]Better now than when I found I used to have the gift of amusement [02:18.77] [02:22.28]It's funny how without a doubt the family's far more calmer than me [02:30.90]And I will cause a lovers court and do you don't you keep on tapping [02:34.79] [02:40.18]Sour-mouth, a coward clout, the dormant gospels nativity [02:48.11]My apprehension got the best of me [02:51.04] [02:53.74]Walking dead my heart was moldering [02:57.82]Yeah it got the best of me [03:03.29]The best of me [03:09.14]Pushing it out I heard the healthiest move is to abandon all of my blemish [03:18.65]That's what the hospital staff and the pair of our parents will say [03:28.45]Here I am again directly back to the place where Adam ruined family [03:37.43]running in a marathon of mental til God shows up again [03:44.45]My apprehension got me nowhere [03:47.51] [03:48.63]Swimming in my own filth [03:53.66] [03:54.29]Yeah got me nowhere [04:00.73]Nowhere