I don't get enough sleep Paranoid being I heard the rain but I thought I heard keys I couldn't see if there was cameras on me I'm afraid to make contact I'm afraid to make contact, woah What's a month when the whole year is bad Had a bad couple nights but I'm back Yeah I'm back to the secrets we kept I kind of like how the cat's in the bag And I like how she acts like a cat And I know that it's not what I want What I want is her love to myself (to myself) What I want is for her to react I'm going back to bed I'm going back to the water I feel more pain than I mention Saw light shine through on the altar (come on, come on) See through Do more for you than I need to I feel like you wear a mask when I meet you Shadows in the yard What do we do Another mess last week Chaos in me If this is love why is it hard for me to breathe Don't want no one to have advantage over me I want you totally Symbiotic being Saw you in soft light looking at me Felt you in past tense leaning on me I feel a crisis looming over me I'm afraid to make contact Cause your tone might change You might forget my name I'm afraid to make contact, woah I'm afraid to make contact I'm afraid to make contact, woah