So I walk alone to reclaim what both of us had felt
 I'm calling out to all anons to help me help myself
 When I'm curious
 The signals are a mess when I reach out to you
 It's sad
 I'm wishful in the way that I wish you'd help find my way back
 When I wander
 I am fearless
 I'm still near you
 Can you hear this
 It's how I can put my hand on your back in our bed and I still feel alone
 Sometimes when you're home I don't think that you're really home
 Celebration
 Am I worth it
 I call out to you
 With no purpose
 I just want you
 With no reason
 To deserve it
 It's constantly bad
 I feel constantly judged
 I feel you and I feel crushed
 And put on the spot
 You do and you don't
 Your eyes say both yes and no
 I thought you'd respond if my entire self was you
 I wake up enraged and throw my phone across the room
 Stability...
 I don't have it
 I just struggle with my stresses
 And I'm social
 Contradicting what is normal
 How I'm feeling