[00:12.265] So I walk alone to reclaim what both of us had felt
[00:18.680] I'm calling out to all anons to help me help myself
[00:25.334] When I'm curious
[00:44.456] The signals are a mess when I reach out to you
[00:48.431] It's sad
[00:50.522] I'm wishful in the way that I wish you'd help find my way back
[00:57.619] When I wander
[01:04.541] I am fearless
[01:10.770] I'm still near you
[01:17.479] Can you hear this
[01:29.775] It's how I can put my hand on your back in our bed and I still feel alone
[01:36.613] Sometimes when you're home I don't think that you're really home
[01:56.085] Celebration
[02:02.487] Am I worth it
[02:09.277] I call out to you
[02:15.396] With no purpose
[02:18.857] I just want you
[02:22.136] With no reason
[02:25.456] To deserve it
[02:28.847] It's constantly bad
[02:30.428] I feel constantly judged
[02:32.184] I feel you and I feel crushed
[02:41.750] And put on the spot
[02:43.635] You do and you don't
[02:45.288] Your eyes say both yes and no
[03:00.914] I thought you'd respond if my entire self was you
[03:07.139] I wake up enraged and throw my phone across the room
[03:13.836] Stability...
[03:20.335] I don't have it
[03:27.127] I just struggle with my stresses
[03:36.786] And I'm social
[03:40.169] Contradicting what is normal
[03:46.509] How I'm feeling