[00:17.18]It's almost like you had it planned
[00:20.47]It's like you smiled and shook my hand and said
[00:24.32]"Hey, I'm about to screw you over, big time"
[00:31.54]What was I supposed to do?
[00:34.95]I was stuck in between you and a hard place
[00:40.62]We won't talk about the hard place
[00:47.36]But I don't blame you anymore
[00:50.46]That's too much pain to store
[00:53.72]It left me half dead
[00:57.31]Inside my head
[01:02.07]And boy, looking back I see
[01:06.20]I'm not the girl I used to be
[01:09.86]When I lost my mind
[01:13.29]It saved my life
[01:19.13]It's how you wanted it to be
[01:22.45]It's like you played a joke on me
[01:25.67]And I lost a friend
[01:30.50]In the end
[01:32.98]And I think that I cried for days
[01:36.53]But now that seems light years away
[01:39.82]And I'm never going back
[01:44.95]To who I was
[01:48.83]Cause I don't blame you anymore
[01:51.76]That's too much pain to store
[01:55.52]It left me half dead
[01:59.25]Inside my head
[02:03.95]And boy, looking back I see
[02:08.02]I'm not the girl I used to be
[02:11.47]When I lost my mind
[02:14.96]It saved my life
[02:45.95]I think that I cried for days
[02:49.06]But now that seems light years away
[02:52.05]And I'm never going back
[02:57.59]To who I was
[03:03.00]Cause I don't blame you anymore
[03:05.98]That's too much pain to store
[03:09.53]It left me half dead
[03:13.19]Inside my head
[03:17.95]And boy, looking back I see
[03:21.99]I'm not the girl I used to be
[03:25.62]When I lost my mind
[03:29.03]It saved my life
[03:37.43]That life seems like light years away
[03:45.06]Light years away
[03:50.36]And that life seems like light years away
[04:01.07]Light years away