[00:35.75]Another tale of tragedy.
[00:38.17]He made the choice to end his life.
[00:40.19]So it is written, passionately. This soldier's fervent wish for suicide.
[00:53.93]His soul torn asunder by the horrors of war.
[01:01.82]One carrying so much death will soon care for life no more.
[01:18.98]On the first day the soldier would quietly retreat to shoot himself through the head not far from his infantry.
[01:28.84]I can hear footsteps. Someone's coming near. ****! Should i stay? Disappear?““
[01:37.67]Es ist mein bester Freund. Dieser Soldat ist immer Für mich da. Quickly i put my Luger away. I thought this was my last day but i failed!” “
[01:55.18]Bitte tötet mich! Bitte töte mich!”“
[02:22.0]On the second day he opened his eyes.
[02:24.80]Consumed by sadness he thought
[02:26.85]Today is the day i die. I will take my life with the rope, a bullet or maybe the knife”
[02:39.60]So depressed. So empty.
[02:48.94]Wandering hopelessly, searching for death.
[02:58.95]His soul feels so old and so cold.
[03:06.84]The only desire left is his yearning for death.
[03:15.87]He stumbled across an old farmstead and entered this wooden shack.
[03:19.93]There he found a rope and the guts to jump and hang with a broken neck.
[03:24.84]The second he tightened the slipknot, the barn door flew open.
[03:32.1]This time he was caught by a farmer who grabbed his legs to lift and hold him high.
[03:38.2]The soldier kicking and screaming: "You bastard! Let me hang and die!”
[03:50.26]In this struggle the soldier went mad.
[03:53.55]When the rope snapped
[03:55.87]He pulled a knife and, nine times in the stomach, the farmer was stabbed.
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[04:08.28]On the third day there was a fire fight,this bloody assault would last until midnight.
[04:12.98]Another opportunity for our soldier who craves suicide.
[04:21.14]With open arms into the line of fire he asked for death.
[04:26.49]But then he watched his friend, who is trying to prevent him from killing himself again, die for his own determined suicide.
[04:35.36]Here comes the part where he sticks the Luger into his mouth.
[04:39.28]He was shot twice in the spine from behind, then blows half his face all over the ground.
[04:45.65]Not dead yet but completely ****ing paralyzed,
[04:48.60]Kept alive in his hell for two long years before he finally dies.