Below the surface 
I swim Holding my breath as 
I sink deeper 
Watching the colors and the shapes 
Searching for another way out 
Clinging on to every last word 
A shred of hope long since forgotten 
All that is left is hate and regret 
This world got the best of me 
Further on. 
Closing in 
Falling down. 
Giving in? 匱o the beyond