I am the big man restless the living past and future A fraction of a second and now is lost forever My mirror image a picture in the static Transcending through the present a fracture in the rhythm Electric icon culture in twenty frames a second Bright confusion controlling my emotions I keep my mind sedated with useless calculations I see that time is endless and shrink to insect size I leave the flow of time Free from gravitation I leave the flow of time Free from respiration In segments days are passing relentless as a legion Yet silent like assassins a poison in my bloodstream Reluctant but impatient I sit and measure minutes So conscious counting fragments my lasting moments vanish My mode of operation is two-dimension thinking I keep my world from growing ignoring all perspective In perfect isolation I freeze my lust for learning In stillness beauty lingers as rivers in the winter My senses tuned to nothing a nervous system shutdown In blissful meditation I'm safe from stimulation I don't believe in heaven and science can not help me Retreating from the living I leave the flow of time