[00:12.87]Sitting around, no work today
[00:18.31]Try pacing to keep awake
[00:25.10]Laying around, no school today
[00:30.23]Just drink until the clock has circled all the way
[00:38.16]
[00:42.26]It's late afternoon, as you walk through the rooms
[00:47.00]of a house that is quiet
[00:50.15]except for unanswered telephones
[00:52.74]You stand near the sink
[00:55.50]you mix up a drink
[00:58.64]You think you don't want to pass out
[01:01.89]where your roommates could find you again
[01:05.60]Stumble 'round the neighboorhod, nothing to do
[01:10.02]You're always looking for something
[01:12.93]to sniff smoke or swallow
[01:16.26]Calling over next door, see what they've got
[01:20.92]But you would settle for anything
[01:23.75]that would make your brain slow down or
[01:26.34]stop this circle of thoughts you chase
[01:33.40]before they catch back up with you
[01:40.46]And your parents notice your thinning face
[01:46.19]All the weight you've lost
[01:49.51]All the weight youre losing
[01:53.57]You said "I'm done feeling like a skeleton
[01:56.12]no more sleep walking dead."
[01:59.99]You're going to wake from this coma
[02:03.26]You're going to crawl from this bed you've made
[02:07.61]Stop counting on the camera
[02:10.61]that hangs around your neck
[02:12.96]cause it will never remember what you choose to forget.
[02:20.13]And you try to find one source of light
[02:23.80]try to name one thing you like
[02:27.16]You used to have such a longer list
[02:29.93]And light, you never had to look for it
[02:33.20]But now it's so easy, it's so easy to
[02:36.83]it's so easy, it's so easy to
[02:39.98]second guess everything you do
[02:42.30]until all you want, all you want is to
[02:46.30]finish this half empty glass
[02:52.32]before the ice all melts away
[02:59.38]This feeling always used to pass
[03:05.10]seems like it's every day
[03:08.22]seems like it's every night now