[00:00.00] 作曲 : Furstenfeld [00:05.490]I have to block out thoughts of you so I don’t lose my head [00:10.490]They crawl in like a cockroach leaving babies in my bed [00:15.490]Dropping little reels of tape to remind me that I’m alone [00:20.490]Playing movies in my head that make a porno feel like home [00:25.490]There's a burning in my pride, a nervous bleeding in my brain [00:30.490]An ounce of peace is all I want for you. Will you never call again? [00:36.490]And will you never say that you love me just to put it in my face? [00:41.490]And will you never try to reach me? It is I that wanted space ? [00:45.490]Hate me today [00:50.490]Hate me tomorrow [00:55.490]Hate me so you can finally see what’s good for you [01:07.490]I’m sober now for 3 whole months it’s one accomplishment that you helped me with [01:12.490]The one thing that always tore us apart is the one thing I won’t touch again [01:17.490]In a sick way I want to thank you for holding my head up late at night [01:22.490]While I was busy waging wars on myself, you were trying to stop the fight [01:27.490]You never doubted my warped opinions on things like suicidal hate [01:33.490]You made me compliment myself when it was way too hard to take [01:37.490]So I’ll drive so ****ing far away that I never cross your mind [01:43.490]And do whatever it takes in your heart to leave me behind [01:47.490]Hate me today [01:53.490]Hate me tomorrow [01:58.490]Hate me for all the things I didn’t do for you [02:08.490]Hate me in ways Yeah ways hard to swallow [02:18.490]Hate me so you can finally see what’s good for you [02:29.490]And with a sad heart I say bye to you and wave [02:34.490]Kicking shadows on the street for every mistake that I had made [02:40.490]And like a baby boy I never was a man [02:45.490]Until I saw your blue eyes crying and I held your face in my hand [02:50.490]And then I fell down yelling “make it go away!” [02:55.490]Just make a smile come back and shine just like it used to be [03:00.490]And then she whispered “How can you do this to me?” [03:07.490]Hate me today [03:13.490]Hate me tomorrow [03:17.490]Hate me for all the things I didn’t do for you [03:28.490]Hate me in ways Yeah ways hard to swallow [03:38.490]Hate me so you can finally see what’s good for you