This is the first day of my last days I built it up now I take it apart Climbed up real high now fall down real far No need for me to stay The last thing left I just threw it away I put my faith in God And my trust in you Now there's nothing More fucked up I could do Wish there was something real Wish there was something true Wish there was something real In this world full of you I'm the one without a soul I'm the one with this big fucking hole No knew tale to tell Twenty-six years on my way to hell Gotta listen to your big time Hard line, bad luck, fist fuck Don't think you're having all the fun? You know me, I hate everyone Wish there was something real Wish there was something true Wish there was something real In this world full of you I want to but I can't turn back But I want to