[00:05.82]The pain creeps in every day,
[00:07.11]And you're trying your best not to feel this way,
[00:09.66]Some days up and some days down,
[00:12.00]Swimming in misery, you're starting to drown
[00:14.88]Looking for answers to impossible questions,
[00:16.74]Searching in your mind in new dimensions,
[00:19.05]Feeling so alone and you've been thinking,
[00:21.33]"i'm better off dead than alone here, sinking!"
[00:33.30]Searching for the light and looking inside,
[00:39.81]To find out where your true strengths hide.
[00:43.29]Going on and on this pain has got to cease,
[00:45.30]Living like an animal full of disease,
[00:47.61]Further inspection now you're looking inside,
[00:49.92]To find out where your true strengths hide,
[00:52.26]You're looking around for some higher power,
[00:54.51]To get you through this darkest hour,
[00:57.24]All those years of pain are now coming through,
[00:59.34]Those cracks in your mind are nothing new to you.
[01:31.02]You're starting to slip to a whole new level,
[01:33.03]The metal of a gun pressed against your temple,
[01:35.13]One in the chamber, maybe one in your head,
[01:37.23]You can pull the trigger, and your mind'll turn red,
[01:39.84]What about the things that you never did?
[01:41.76]Getting straight, get a life, maybe having kids?
[01:44.34]Is a moment's pleasure really worth the cost,
[01:46.95]Of looking back on your life and all the things you lost?
[02:03.57]Don't know my future, with my past behind,
[02:05.94]I'm now reborn new hopes to find,
[02:08.34]Free from restraints that held me down,
[02:10.68]The cycle of hate that comes around.