作词 : 病蛹乐队 作曲 : 病蛹乐队 Over and over again I descend into the same pattern This isn’t how I wanted it to be Yet I can’t help but re-enter this pattern It’s ruthlessly controlling every cell in my body I’m rotting away And I still don’t know why My body and soul are fighting each other This is too complicated. It’s just too complicated It’s time to get rid of what I don’t need It’s time to rediscover my direction Scrambling against the current, that’s life Flailing in a wild wind like fallen leaves, that’s life My desire runs too deep. It’s eating me up Everything I have done has led me on the path that seems to have no way out This is too complicated. It’s just too complicated. Each tries to cheat the other Each talks nonsense Look at myself, I can’t find my way out Yet I don't wanna be in company with that Look at myself, I can’t find my way out Yet I don't wanna be in company with that Don’t be in company with that Scrambling against the current, that’s life Flailing in a wild wind like fallen leaves, that’s life It can’t stop I don't wanna go on like that Life like a knife, I am always getting hurt I can't lose this fight even though it’s too hard Life like a knife, I am always getting hurt It’s time to find my way out