[00:11.21]I didn't cause [00:12.37]too much trouble at sixteen years old. [00:17.06]I snuck out [00:17.84]and I stole highway signs, [00:21.86]piled 'em up [00:22.79]in the hallway up against the wall from [00:27.93]sidewalks,train stations, construction sites [00:30.93]and nobody died. [00:32.55]and nobody died. [00:48.66]I remember [00:49.54]the common room was really cold [00:54.30]and the vending machines and the snow was iced over outside. [00:59.15]I drove back, [01:00.06]and the bridge had felt way too narrow over [01:05.21]potholes and through yellow lights. [01:08.13]Did I hug you goodbye? [01:09.76]Did I say good night? [01:13.98]And I thought [01:15.87]I'd see you again [01:18.42]under the glow of a soft light. [01:21.16]Without fluorescent days and nights. [01:24.81]With no hum, no network TV. [01:28.74]The consolation prize: [01:31.44]with resigned eyes I still held tight [01:35.08]and with resigned eyes you still held tight. [01:37.77]And I'm glad it wasn't like that [01:40.78]summer when everybody died. [01:44.62]I'm such a guarded guy [01:46.68]'cause I've been hurt too many times. [02:12.21]The first time [02:13.03]that I took you to the hospital, [02:17.95]I was tired and you wanted to die. [02:23.24]I drove off, [02:24.05]and I couldn't understand at all. [02:29.18]****, I didn't even walk you inside. [02:32.09]I thought we all wanna die, [02:33.78]we all wanna die. [02:37.25]And I thought that was fine, [02:38.93]I thought that was fine, [02:40.66]I thought that was fine. [02:44.73]And I thought [02:47.14]I'd see you again [02:49.47]under the glow of a soft light. [02:52.26]Without fluorescent days and nights. [02:54.86]With no hum, no network TV. [02:59.60]The consolation prize: [03:02.34]with resigned eyes I still held tight [03:05.36]and with resigned eyes you still held tight. [03:09.03]And I'm glad it wasn't like that [03:11.61]summer when everybody died. [03:15.08]I'm such a guarded guy [03:16.83]'cause I've been hurt too many times. [03:22.64]And I'm glad it wasn't like that [03:25.44]summer when everybody died. [03:28.74]I'm such a guarded guy [03:30.95]'cause I've been hurt too many times.