Everyday I wake to find nothing has changed Still down on my luck I pray Alone still has to be this way Above me the skies will remain grey Got jealousy for anyone that's happy You don't know I hate you want to hurt you See you suffer, you won't hear the cries For help in me my fear I writhe in pain I was born to lose Angry and alone is what and how I was meant to be Hatred and fear will always be a part of me There's no salvation for me I know that I am cursed for all eternity Maldito - Yo naci Maldecido Bastard - Cursed with life and endless disappointments Monster - Learn to deal with what I've become Outcast - There's no reason to live there's only Hatred - Sometimes that's all that's real Terror - Sometimes that's all I feel Paranoia's got a strangle hold on my mind I want to sigh in relief but not this time It seems now a days to stop this torture need to drink and drink to forget the future Even the people in my life hardly know me The malice and rage I stride to hide and control I want to end this pain my luck drains away like rain There's only endless pain Maldito - Yo naci Maldecido Bastard - Cursed with life and endless disappointments Monster - Learn to deal with what I've become Outcast - There's no reason to live there's only Hatred - Sometimes that's all that's real Terror - Sometimes that's all I feel We're the cursed hide behind friendly smiles There's a need to crush and hurt to avenge our loss Day in day out the pain is too immense to bear My hatred grew cause no one ever cared I fail and fail at everything I do I hope, I lose, to me it's nothing new I try, I fail, I crash and burn I've lost again I die this curse will never end Hatred - Sometimes that's all that's real Terror - Sometimes that's all I feel Hatred - Sometimes that's all that's real Terror - Sometimes that's all I feel