I've been sleepin alone
I'm dyin to know
Why everybody's hittin my phone
They gettin the tone
And everybody's talkin that ****
But they wouldn't know
You ain't never talked to the kid
Like how you think it would go
I'm so terrified
And i done lost all my hope
I'm so terrified
If you would press me for ****
And i'm like proof where it at
And you got nothin to show
Then you'll be turnin your back
I get everything i work for
F*ck you b*tch i earned it
I might be a kid,at least i'm grindin for a purpose
I might be nineteen,at least i'm makin sure its workin
Writing out my thoughts,to clear my head from all the hurtin
I'm so terrified
And i done lost all my hope
I'm so terrified..
He tells you he loves you then makes you cry
Then you call me up cause you know i'm nice
But you f*cked things up,now you f*cked things twice
Now you're on my mind,now you're all i write
Now i'm in your head while you're in his bed
No i won't forgive now i can't forget
I'm so tired of wasting time
You're all i wanted but never needed
I'm so terrified
And i done lost all my hope
I'm so terrified