[00:43.417]What do I do to ignore them behind me [00:45.807]Do I follow my instincts blindly [00:48.498]Do I hide my pride from these bad dreams [00:50.779]And give in to sad thoughts that are maddening [00:53.380]Do I sit here and try to stand it [00:54.987]Or do I try to catch them red-handed [00:57.897]Do I trust some and get fooled by phoniness [00:59.888]Or do I trust nobody and live in loneliness [01:01.887]Because I cant hold on when Im stretched so thin [01:04.337]I make the right moves but Im lost within [01:07.580]I put on my daily facade but then [01:08.997]I just end up getting hurt again [01:12.980]By myself (myself) [01:13.148]I ask why [01:14.318]But in my mind I find [01:15.198]I cant rely on myself (myself) [01:18.380]I ask why [01:19.288]But in my mind I find [01:19.868]I cant rely on myself [01:21.518]I cant look around [01:24.780](Its too much to take in) [01:26.880]I cant hold on [01:28.408](When Im stretched so thin) [01:31.389]I cant slow down [01:33.680](Watching everything spin) [01:35.428]I cant look past [01:38.399](Its starting over again) [01:40.948] [01:43.898]If I turn my back Im defenseless [01:46.800]And to go blindly seems senseless [01:48.298]If I hide my pride and let it all go on [01:50.899]Then theyll take from metill everything is gone [01:53.880]If I let them go Ill be outdone [01:55.176]But if I try to catch them Ill be outrun [01:57.457]If Im killed by the questions like a cancer [02:01.490]Then Ill be buried in the silence of the answer [02:02.118]By myself (myself) [02:03.978]I ask why [02:04.857]But in my mind I find [02:06.118]I cant rely on myself (myself) [02:09.380]I ask why [02:09.990]But in my mind I find [02:11.300]I cant rely on myself [02:12.300]I cant look around [02:14.929](Its too much to take in) [02:17.0]I cant hold on [02:19.360](When Im stretched so thin) [02:22.500]I cant slow down [02:23.930](Watching everything spin) [02:26.329]I cant look past [02:28.480](Its starting over again) [02:32.500] [02:48.120]Dont you (know) [02:49.840]I cant tell you how to make it (go) [02:52.130]No mater what I do, how hard I (try) [02:54.130]I cant seem to convince myself (why) [02:56.800]Im stuck on the outside [02:58.400]Dont you (know) [02:58.910]I cant tell you how to make it (go) [03:02.100]No mater what I do, how hard I (try) [03:03.900]I cant seem to convince myself (why) [03:05.800]Im stuck on the outside [03:07.200]Dont you (know) [03:09.100]I cant tell you how to make it (go) [03:10.900]No mater what I do, how hard I (try) [03:12.830]I cant seem to convince myself (why) [03:14.860]Im stuck on the outside [03:17.0]Dont you (know) [03:17.470]I cant tell you how to make it (go) [03:19.800]No mater what I do, how hard I (try) [03:21.370]I cant seem to convince myself (why) [03:24.400]Im stuck on the outside [03:25.510]Dont you (know) [03:27.0]I cant tell you how to make it (go) [03:28.970]No mater what I do, how hard I (try) [03:31.310]I cant seem to convince myself (why) [03:33.470]Im stuck on the outside [03:34.829]Dont you (know) [03:36.900]I cant tell you how to make it (go) [03:38.600]No mater what I do, how hard I (try) [03:40.440]I cant seem to convince myself (why) [03:42.700]Im stuck on the outside [03:44.160]