I'd love to hate you and i hate to say goodbye Although it's real i've been living in a lie The more i know the more i hate I have to run I deceive myself It's like necking with a gun For this time i start to realize that life's a bitch She hits you in the face and gives and tender judas kiss Every thought is like salt in my wounds Until they're scarred i think she's bothering you too In a different place No expectations just our will I am losing you pace by pace You're Beyond Beautiful In a different place No expectations just our will When I look at your perfect face You're Beyond Beautiful I hate to love you but i do i can't deny I found myself by losing you in better lies It's 5 past 12 maybe i was still too young I will hurt myself by hurting you on my ego run In a different place No expectations just our will I am losing you pace by pace You're Beyond Beautiful In a different place No expectations just our will When I look at your perfect face You're Beyond Beautiful You're Beyond Beautiful In a different place No expectations just our will For the last time your perfect face Pale and dead In a different place No expectations just our will When I look at your perfect face You're Beyond Beautiful In a different place When i carry you to your grave You're Beyond Beautiful