作词 : Kadane, Kadane
I left thinking that I would be back
But I never did return
If you would forgive me I'd forgive myself
But forgiveness never has these terms
The sky was as dark as the thoughts I was thinking
It was ignored by the moon
If you would believe me I'd believe myself
But believing never comes this soon
The streets made a sound only my ears could hear
I was alone with the rats and raccoons
And your memory keeping me alive
As the clouds moved away from the moon
Then silence it hit me is a way to speak clearly
away to never say what you don't mean
But silence is useless in cases of torture
It just says God won't intervene
And this night like others is a sign for the way
that the gray air speaks for the dead
The air is as vague as the thoughts I have now
that these memories are just in your head
So I kept walking through the clouds that were lifting
to reveal what I'd thought
There was more fog behind the mist that seemed was the only
thing keeping me from what I sought
I turned around to walk back to the place
I had left thinking I would find
answers to the questions that I shouldn't ask
But the questions can't find a way to leave me behind