I've got it now
A thorn in my side the size of a Cadillac
Drive it through
'Cause backing up now would be next to impossible
I had it all 
When I was with you I forgot about everything 
Eighteen months 
Eighteen months seems like ****ing eternity
But you'll be there
To dry my eyes 
When I breathe you in
In '97, in '97 
I've got it now 
Like a thorn in my side the size of a Cadillac 
Drive it through 
'Cause backing up now would be next to impossible
I had it all 
When I was with you I forgot about everything 
Eighteen months
I won't breathe for eighteen months 
I don't deserve this
No, I don't deserve this