[00:00.000] 作曲 : Laura Jane Grace [00:01.000] 作词 : Laura Jane Grace [00:23.030]No, the doctors didn't tell you that you were dying [00:32.246]They just collected their money and sent you on your way [00:42.464]But you knew all along, went on pretending nothing was wrong [00:51.046]You said, "I will keep my focus, till the end" [01:00.219]In the journal you kept by the side of your bed [01:08.311]You wrote nightly in aspiration of developing as an author [01:16.940]Confessing childhood secrets of dressing up in women's clothes [01:26.040]Compulsions you never knew the reasons to [01:33.650]Will everyone you ever meet or love [01:43.755]Be just a relationship based on a false presumption? [01:52.802]Despite everyone you ever meet or love, [02:00.834]In the end, will we be all alone? [02:10.482]And as the disease spread slowly through your body, [02:14.187]Pumped by your heart to the tips of your arms and your legs [02:18.861]Your greatest fear was that your mind wouldn't last [02:23.217]The coherency and alertness would be the first things to fade [02:27.724]As your hair thinned, ss the weight fell off, [02:30.800]As your teeth blackened, as the lesions spotted your skin [02:34.620]As you fell to your knees in the center of the stage [02:40.249]As you offered witness your humanity [02:42.711]In exchange for the ticket price [02:44.743]As the lights blended into the continuing noise [02:48.687]As all hope was finally lost [02:53.062]Adrenaline carried one last thought to fruition [03:01.543]Let this be the end, let this be the last song [03:10.308]Let this be the end, let all be forgiven