[00:01.03]You know death right around the corner
[00:03.13]And prison my next-door neighbor
[00:05.27]Feel like I'm dyin’ to live
[00:10.39]I know we live to die, but I feel like I'm dyin' to live
[00:13.53]I be clutchin’ on my fire, you never know these days
[00:18.23]Gamblin' with your life, you gettin' close to the grave
[00:22.11]Sorry Lord, the Devil got a hold of me, baby
[00:25.96]Knew I shouldn't have never let you close to me, baby
[00:29.60]I be clutchin' on my fire, you never know these days
[00:33.00]Gamblin' with your life, you gettin' close to the grave
[00:36.70]Sorry Lord, the Devil got a hold of me, baby
[00:40.53]Knew I shouldn't have never let you close to me, baby
[00:44.12]I knew I shouldn’t have never showed you that I love you, my *****
[00:47.30]I ****** up when I showed you that I trust you, my *****
[00:51.18]I tried to turn my life around, but now I’m back in the field
[00:54.55]You know it's free my ***** Cool, I hope he win the appeal
[00:58.62]I lost my *****, it ain’t been the same
[01:00.92]Everybody say that I changed, say I ain't been the same
[01:04.65]They don't even know I'm feelin’ pain
[01:06.21]They don't know how I feel inside, traumatized, criminalized
[01:10.05]But yet I'm idolized, I swear to God sometimes I wonder why
[01:13.46]It got me brainwashed, lil' ones off the same block
[01:17.48]Remember I had to slang rock, remember I let them thangs pop
[01:20.96]Damn, I just wanna raise my son, wish it could've been how it was
[01:24.99]Sometimes I wanna grab my gun
[01:26.70]Sometimes I don't be wanna hear none
[01:28.50]I be clutchin' on my fire, you never know these days
[01:32.07]Gamblin' with your life, you gettin' close to the grave
[01:35.95]Sorry Lord, the Devil got a hold of me, baby
[01:39.69]Knew I shouldn't have never let you close to me, baby
[01:43.22]I be clutchin' on my fire, you never know these days
[01:46.89]Gamblin' with your life, you gettin' close to the grave
[01:50.60]Sorry Lord, the Devil got a hold of me, baby
[01:54.34]Knew I shouldn't have never let you close to me, baby
[01:58.04]My boy got shot, you put the blame on me
[02:01.56]You say you know I did it
[02:02.93]I can't even act like it ain't faze me
[02:05.12]That **** hurt my feelings
[02:06.73]My cousin got hit up, say he saw me jump out with the Glizzy
[02:10.31]Why you had told them people you made me?
[02:12.29]Boy, you know you didn't
[02:13.90]I hit that lick in Maryland,
[02:15.51]I bought my mama a Honda Civic
[02:17.44]The hardest thing I had to do in life was leave you
[02:21.38]I was showin' you love and had you feelin' like I need you
[02:25.02]I'm drinkin' this alcohol right now, I wanna see you
[02:28.68]You made me go hard in this ****, I'm motivated
[02:32.42]Why you had gave up on the kid when I was jaded?
[02:36.17]Now I've been drinkin', gettin' faded
[02:39.09]Thinkin' 'bout how you played me
[02:40.59]Thinkin' 'bout how you did me
[02:42.43]I be clutchin' on my fire, you never know these days
[02:46.15]Gamblin' with your life, you gettin' close to the grave
[02:49.74]Sorry Lord, the Devil got a hold of me, baby
[02:53.55]Knew I shouldn't have never let you close to me, baby
[02:57.28]I be clutchin' on my fire, you never know these days
[03:00.84]Gamblin' with your life, you gettin' close to the grave
[03:04.37]Sorry Lord, the Devil got a hold of me, baby
[03:08.36]Knew I shouldn't have never let you close to me, baby
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