[00:07.23 [00:01.36 [00:19.54 On one hand I'm walking The way that I do Lookin like I'm lost in thought But I'm looking for you It's so subconscious The way I that I feel Too bad my subconscious life Is the more real And I ain't in the best shape That I've ever been in But I know where I'm going And it ain't where I've been I know where I'm going And it ain't where I've been Some kind of anxiety Has gotten hold of my heart And I just wanna run home When I feel it start Plastic bottles of water Sealed windows, forced air Gazillions of cell phones Beaming through my hair And I ain't in the best shape That I've ever been in But I know where I'm going And it ain't where I've been I know where I'm going And it ain't where I've been I'm tossing and turning Between sleepless dreams I'm poised on the edge of What it all means So I turn my back And I spread my arms wide And I let myself fall Way deep inside And I ain't in the best shape That I've ever been in But I know where I'm going And it ain't where I've been I know where I'm going And it ain't where I've been