[ti:These R The Thoughts] [ar:Alanis Morissette] [al:Alanis Unplugged] [offset:0] [00:03.06] [00:11.72]These are the thoughts that go through my head [00:15.21]In my backyard on a sunday afternoon [00:20.28]When I have the house to myself and Im not [00:24.34]Expending all that energy on fighting with my boyfriend [00:40.19]Is he the one that I will marry [00:44.30]Why is it so hard to be objective about myself [00:49.49]Why do I feel cellularly alone [00:53.99]Am I supposed to live in this crazy city [00:58.55]Can blindly continued fear induced regurgitated life-denying [01:03.42]Tradition be overcome [01:05.80] [01:09.30]Where does the money go that I send to those in need [01:15.24] [01:15.74]If we have so much why do some people have nothing still [01:19.62]Why do I feel frantic when I first wake up in the morning [01:24.80] [01:25.55]Why do you say you are spiritual [01:28.74]Yet you treat people like shit [01:33.11] [01:38.56]How can you say youre close to god [01:42.17] [01:42.80]And yet you talk behind my back as though I am not [01:47.67]A part of you why do I say Im fine when its [01:52.12]Obvious Im not whys it so hard to tell you what I want [02:00.37]Why cant you just read my mind [02:07.17]Why do I fear that the quieter I am the less you will listen [02:13.49]Why do I care whether you like me or not [02:17.00]Why is it so hard for me to be angry [02:20.80]Why is it such work to stay conscious and so easy to get stuck [02:26.37] [02:28.56]And not the other way around [02:34.56] [02:36.42]Will I ever move back to canada [02:40.24]Can I be with a lover with whom I am a student and a master [02:45.92]Why am I encouraged to shut my mouth when it gets too close to home [02:53.24]Why cannot I live in the moment