[00:11.63]If I make a lot of tinsel then people will want to [00:16.79]If I am hardened, no fear of further abandonment [00:22.01]If I am famous, then maybe I'll feel good in this skin [00:27.47]If I am cultured, my words will somehow garner respect [00:32.53]I, I, I would throw a party, still it would not come [00:37.87]I, I, I would bike, run, swim and still it would not come [00:43.20]I, I, I go traveling and still it would not come [00:48.49]I, I, I would starve myself and still it would not come [01:05.15]If I am masculine, I will be taken more seriously [01:10.08]If I take a break, it would make me irresponsible then [01:15.43]If I'm elusive, I will surely be sought after often [01:20.71]If I need assistance then I must be incapable [01:25.83]I, I, I be filthy rich and still it would not come [01:30.95]I, I, I would seduce them and still it would not come [01:36.30]I, I, I would drink vodka and still it would not come [01:41.64]I, I, I have an orgasm still it would not come [02:19.90]If I accumulate knowledge, I'll be impenetrable [02:24.60]If I am aloof no one will know when they strike a nerve [02:29.96]If I keep my mouth shut, the boat will not have to be rocked [02:35.46]If I am vulnerable I will be trampled upon [02:40.49]I, I, I would go shopping and still it would not come [02:45.53]I, I, I leave the country and still it would not come [02:50.78]I, I, I would scream and rebel, still it would not come [02:56.26]I, I, I would stuff my face and still it would not come [03:01.60]I, I, I be productive and still it would not come [03:06.77]I, I, I be celebrated, still it would not come [03:12.17]I, I, I be the hero and still it would not come [03:17.43]I, I, I renunciate and still it would not come