Everybody's talking loud Tryin' to get me to join the crowd But I can't hear what they're talkin' about' Cause they ain't sayin' nothin' They say come follow me What I'm telling you will set you free All you gotta do is act like me But I can't feel nothin' I just want somebody to laugh out loud I just want somebody to make me smile Whoa, I'm, I'm trying to find a reason to believe I'm trying to find a reason to believe Wait a minute I just can't tell what's right or wrong And I'm not sure where I belongAnd where is that simple song? I remember They say everything's in black and white And the sun shines at twelve at night And to praise God you gotta fight It's crazy, crazy I just want somebody to laugh out loud I just want somebody to make me smile Whoa, 'cause I'm, I'm trying to find a reason to believe I'm trying to find a reason to believe Don't wanna live Don't wanna lie to myself anymore Don't wanna try to understand The pain I see through my eyes Let me laugh, just let me cry Just let me see right from wrong Just let me love, let me feel' Cause I want in my life all the things that's real' Cause I, I'm trying to find a reason to believe I'm trying to find a reason to believe I'm trying to find a reason to believe I'm trying to find a reason to believe I'm trying to find a reason to believe I'm trying to find a reason to believe