Something takes a hold of me again Something tries to take away the time that we have And I wish that I could hold you but I can't I wish that I could see you everyday but I can't I don't wanna wallow but I am I don't wanna leave my house again, but I am And I wish that I could hold you but I can't I wish that I could see you everyday but I can't In my life there's struggles of which I can't identify In my heart I see you as someone I have always liked Now I think I might have found the one Sinister in being and in mind I return to something that I never knew beyond In a daze around you in a moment I'll be gone The hardest part of being by myself Never knowing how I'll spend my nights And now I've hurt, I am hurt It's painful to keep on pushing through I'm present forever, I give myself entirely to you I'm moving and forward, there's nothing but for her I can't stop when I should The past is Saturn and it's always back to you[Hook Something takes a hold of me again Something tries to take away the time that we have And I wish that I could hold you but I can't I wish that I could see you everyday but I can't I don't wanna wallow but I am I don't wanna leave my house again, but I am And I wish that I could hold you but I can't I wish that I could see you everyday but I can't Reluctant, I'm here now It's so hard to be around Come back here, another round Return year, return year I can't rest my head, dead, dead, dead If something was the same, now it's not dear I can't call you up when I want to Everyday is long when you're not here Must be hard to be the best, yes, yes, yes Lost myself inside and I don't care I still lift you up when it's hard to You're inside my mind and I don't care Something takes a hold of me again Something tries to take away the time that we have And I wish that I could hold you but I can't I wish that I could see you everyday but I can't I don't wanna wallow but I am I don't wanna leave my house again, but I am And I wish that I could hold you but I can't I wish that I could see you everyday but I can't Something takes a hold of me again Something tries to take away the time that we have And I wish that I could hold you but I can't I wish that I could see you everyday but I can't I don't wanna wallow but I am I don't wanna leave my house again, but I am And I wish that I could hold you but I can't I wish that I could see you everyday but I can't