It's closing time
I stumble home I try to find my light
The empty pictures of the football wifes
Who sleep alone tonight
I think about
Jumping in or maybe jumping out
I walk on water 'till my luck runs out
I try to shout but no words come out
I close my eyes I feel the rush
I touch the hands that pick me up
In all my life I never found
A reason I could be alive
The meaning lost so many times
This was my silent suicide
Well life goes on
And I can see the ground we're standing on
Sometimes I wonder did I wait too long
To feel the breath of your final song
You said hold on
I close my eyes I feel the rush
I touch the hands that pick me up
In all my life I never found
A reason I could be alive
The meaning lost so many times
This was my silent suicide
I lost my faith and needed proof
I see a door I walk straight through
To find myself alone with you
And if I live to see the day
Or hear the silence blown away
Forgive my silent suicide
I close my eyes I feel the rush
I touch the hands that pick me up
In all my life I never found
A reason I could be alive
The meaning lost so many times
Forgive my silent suicide
I close my eyes I feel the rush
I touch the hands that pick me up
In all my life I never found
A reason I could be alive
The meaning lost so many times
This was my silent suicide
In all my life I never found
This was my silent suicide
Forgive my silent suicide