Recently, life ain't really been too much to mean to me
Seems to be, everywhere I look ain't where I need to be
Cling to me, you'll be falling down just like a jenga be
You hate me, b1tch I hate me too, they will eventually
Tryna fix my life, sh1t ain't been too fxcking right
I been walking in the dark, hoping that I find some light
I been battling my demons, hoping I don't lose the fight
I don't wanna let them in, but sometimes I think I might
I envision in a way that can't be seen with using sight
I envison that one day my blacked soul will turn to bright
It's ironic that my pain can help some people through the night
I won't mind if I go down like this if I could save a life
Fxck that, I'm always the one that's saving others
Ain't nobody pushing me when I feel like I can't go further
I won't sacrifice myself, you won't sacrifice for me
I'm not letting anybody fxcking block what I could be
I don't give a flying fxck if you don't see what I can see
You could never understand the pain I feel inside of me
You could never understand the pain I feel inside of me
I could never know your life cause it ain't happening to me