Sometimes, wish this drink would finish me
And I really wonder if they'll remember me
And I wish I have more loved ones than I have my enemies
Sometimes really wonder what's gotten into me
And I grew up, being anti-social
Never ever did, what I was supposed to
And I lost a lot of friends by the way that I think
Now I'm drowning in my sorrows so I'm downing my drink
It's a lot of ice, running through my veins
It's a lot of nights, that are full of pain
It's a lot of lean, in my damn drink
Like I can't even control how I ******' think
Why am I always getting played?
Why am I always getting played?
Mama said "Baby, why you always getting played?"
Sorry mama, I'm just living the life that you raised
Like I really don't expect you to understand how I think
Matter of fact, no one can, you don't know who I am
You don't know about the stress about the **** I've been in
I don't even want to hear it, all the hate that's within
But I'm so used to living my life like this
Sometimes, wish this drink would finish me
And I really wonder if they'll remember me
And I wish I have more loved ones than I have my enemies
Sometimes really wonder what's gotten into me
And I grew up, being anti-social
Never ever did, what I was supposed to
And I lost a lot of friends by the way that I think
Now I'm drowning in my sorrows so I'm downing my drink
And I'm drowning in my drink and I'm dying in my dreams
And I see her in my thoughts, I just wanna ******* scream
**** this hated misery, all the sinning in the city
Wish this drink would finish me, wish this drink would finish me
Oh I, don't want to take this pain no more
Every time I fall in love it's like waging a war
Nothing I ain't used to, I'll let love take it's course
Nothing I ain't used to, I'll let love take it's course
Sometimes, wish this drink would finish me
And I really wonder if they'll remember me
And I wish I have more loved ones than I have my enemies
Sometimes really wonder what's gotten into me
And I grew up, being anti-social
Never ever did, what I was supposed to
And I lost a lot of friends by the way that I think
Now I'm drowning in my sorrows so I'm downing my drink
Now I'm drowning in my drink
Nah nah nah nah nah, misery
Finish...