I’ve been thinking of these faded faces Running right back to some messed up places Your face runs through my mind Funny how these thoughts won’t fade with time I can think of a million reasons Why to keep the good **** from my demons I’m competing with myself Scared that heaven ain’t fun like hell These days I don’t even wanna think about when I was quiet I would fantasize about a man who lied and I would buy it I would think about it every time I’d go to sleep Funny how your truth is a lie in dreams I can think of a million reasons Why to keep the good **** from my demons I’m competing with myself Scared that heaven ain’t fun like hell I’ve been thinking of these faded faces Running right back to some messed up places I’ve been lying to myself Scared that heaven ain’t fun like hell