I killed myself but I didn't die
 She crossed her heart and stuck a needle in her eye
 She promised me she'll never leave me alone
 She doesn't sleep she only calls me on the phone
 All night
 I went to school but I didn't learn
 I touched the fire but I didn't feel the burn
 Somehow I got desensitized to the world
 I hate pop music
 And I hated the Duke of Earl
 Ahh
 I killed myself but I didn't die
 Now in the hospital recovering I lie
 None of the visitors can look me in the eye
 They say "how are ya?" but they don't apologize
 Oh no
 And my mum came in
 she was having trouble trying to speak
 She could see that her boy was some sort of freak
 I killed myself but I didn't die
 Now she's my baby
 She's the apple of my eye
 She only wants a sensitive guy
 And I've been in and out of my mind
 three times
 That's just the way
 the way I always was
 I go to therapy
 But I don't take the drugs
 I try and really look my life in the face
 I think I'm learning that
 there's no way to escape
 Oh no
 And the worst part is
 that I didn't even really care
 It's just to be or not to be
 And either way I'm only barely there
 I killed myself but I'm still around
 I think the living dead will like me better now
 I'm gonna socialize
 I'm gonna go out more
 I'll be so beautiful with nothing at the core
 Aw Aw