December Christmas party
Last year don't get me started
New year was so inviting
Compared to the one before it
9Tails (December Christmas party)
Last year don't get me started
I may've forget what you had said right now
Later it'll hit my head somehow
I haven't eaten since I last laid down
Three days no sleep so **** the bread right now
My people tell me it'll all work out
My brain had told me like check the pass like foul
You were ****** up now I throw up
When I compare it to my now, wow
I got some problems
I should really sort out 'stead of running head down
Living piece of **** you smell the fumes from my house
And it ferment cause I never go out
Blow bring us something else and I might take my lights out
It's not fair for others
Swear I care for others
Took me years to raise my head and share the air with others
Now i smother them
I aim for anti-sin
I gotta lotta gin to drink before I'm whole again
I just wanna lay my body on the automan
And love you all mentally present there for all of it
Honestly it's hard for me when rapping hourly for salary
And still take time to live in my reality
This heavy feeling always disembowel me
I'm spending hours ******* showering
The love they show despite my faults is so empowering
I'm glad my soul is keeping close again yeah