[00:06.42]December Christmas party
[00:09.97]Last year don't get me started
[00:13.13]New year was so inviting
[00:16.38]Compared to the one before it
[00:19.60]9Tails (December Christmas party)
[00:23.06]Last year don't get me started
[00:26.00]I may've forget what you had said right now
[00:29.11]Later it'll hit my head somehow
[00:32.21]I haven't eaten since I last laid down
[00:34.94]Three days no sleep so **** the bread right now
[00:38.32]My people tell me it'll all work out
[00:41.45]My brain had told me like check the pass like foul
[00:44.91]You were ****** up now I throw up
[00:47.77]When I compare it to my now, wow
[00:50.05]I got some problems
[00:51.26]I should really sort out 'stead of running head down
[00:54.16]Living piece of **** you smell the fumes from my house
[00:57.71]And it ferment cause I never go out
[01:00.64]Blow bring us something else and I might take my lights out
[01:03.90]It's not fair for others
[01:05.51]Swear I care for others
[01:06.90]Took me years to raise my head and share the air with others
[01:10.18]Now i smother them
[01:11.41]I aim for anti-sin
[01:12.99]I gotta lotta gin to drink before I'm whole again
[01:16.30]I just wanna lay my body on the automan
[01:19.45]And love you all mentally present there for all of it
[01:22.63]Honestly it's hard for me when rapping hourly for salary
[01:26.42]And still take time to live in my reality
[01:28.79]This heavy feeling always disembowel me
[01:31.12]I'm spending hours ******* showering
[01:33.81]The love they show despite my faults is so empowering
[01:39.15]I'm glad my soul is keeping close again yeah
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