This year has been a nightmare I've been so low, I don't care I've dwelled in depths of darkness Swam across the ocean of pain I've fed the tabloids, the media It's a bottomless pit, a redia Front pages, gossips, knifings, drunken nights and days Sadness, rage, hopelessnes I am nothing without you Again the dance I do the maniac dance Just like in trance I do the maniac dance This demon serves me well It wants to send me to the depths of hell A roller coaster ride it has been I can't tell I'm a walking miracle of medicine A real catastrophe on legs A proud member of human race known as the dregs Xanax, Remeron, Therapy, Buspiron Anger, Fear and Shame Again the dance I do the maniac dance Just like in trance I do the maniac dance Again the dance I do the maniac dance Just like in trance I do the maniac dance music Again the dance I do the maniac dance Just like in trance I do the maniac dance Again the dance I do the maniac dance Just like in trance I do the maniac dance Again the dance I do the maniac dance Just like in trance I do the maniac dance Again the dance I do the maniac dance Just like in trance I do the maniac dance