[00:10.23]Yo I'm Doomed to a life of 7.25
[00:13.58]No point living right won’t make it out alive
[00:15.51]Making plays downtown, let me sleep on the drive
[00:18.64]Leaning from the ******* codeine in my sprite
[00:21.31]Leaning on the hollows in his ******* four-five like
[00:22.79]Put it to my head and we'll see if I can fly
[00:25.30]He don't really care if I’m impaired just stares, says
[00:27.82]What the **** is up, bruh you really want to die?
[00:30.31]Yeah, I've been blessed with a death wish
[00:32.54]I just hope that I die young and high like Hedwig
[00:35.98]I've been too distressed to address this
[00:36.97]But I know I can't be the only one who feels helpless
[00:40.33]And I'm sorry that I've been so selfish
[00:41.82]I'd change if I could, but I just can't help it
[00:44.97]But I know who I am, no need to pretend
[00:47.74]Guess I’m I’m still ****** up, and let down again
[00:49.74]Cause I've been feeling down, can’t wait until it passes
[00:54.39]I kept your picture underneath my mattress
[00:59.20]Can't see the sky to find my own position
[01:03.29]I know it isn't working, I know that something's different
[01:15.38]I know I’m ******* different...
[01:17.62]Why the world gotta be like this?
[01:19.97]Getting high and she tells me what her stepdad did
[01:22.81]I keep the secret so she can pretend
[01:25.03]That her innocence hasn't been lost in a sense
[01:27.88]So we go to the mall and buy some ********
[01:30.42]To block out how ****** up it all is
[01:32.99]I just need a whip with the gold plate rims
[01:35.14]I just need a pill to feel happiness
[01:37.78]I just need a check and some ice I can flex
[01:39.77]A few more drugs to feel a little less
[01:42.16]A few more hits and a girl that's obsessed
[01:44.90]That loves all my **** and loves having ***
[01:46.77]So I can pretend everything's okay
[01:49.25]But the world's so black and I'm so grey
[01:51.51]I hope in the end one day I'll say
[01:53.50]I see the same old world in a brand new way
[01:56.06]Cause I've been feeling down can't wait until it passes
[02:01.59]I hope you keep me underneath your mattress
[02:06.79]Still too blind to see my own condition
[02:10.90]I know I can't be perfect I know that something's missing
[02:16.08]Cause I've been feeling down, can't wait until it passes
[02:20.74]I kept your picture, underneath my mattress
[02:25.35]I can't see the sky, to find my own position
[02:30.07]I know it isn't working, I know that something's different
[02:43.00]I hope I'm always different