You said one day it will work out I guess I feel a little worse now Won't say you bet she won't come out Okay I feel a little worse now Thought you were unattainable The whip just unsustainable I barely made it through summer These days our days are numbered Winters cold and I am weak But I won't call so we won't speak Cuz I don't care if you can't sleep And you don't care at all Cuz I won't break and you won't bend Are you even trying to let me in If you get high and I pretend to make it through a fall Cuz I quit talking bout my old life Left it in my dreams Now everything is perfect I'm where I want to be Why does it always feel like the joke is still on me Got everything I wanted But nothing that I need You said one day it will work out I hope one day you get let down To crash the car with no seat belt See you know exactly how I felt This cold the saddest to count memories I hate the way that you see me Till 17 I won't confess I ****** up again What I do best You won't teach and I won't learn And you got nowhere else to turn So light this bridge and watch it burn Like it was never there And find your next and I find mine I hear this happens all the time Live your life and i'll be fine I'll act like I don‘t care Cuz I quit talking bout my old life Left it in my dreams Now everything is perfect I‘m where I want to be Why does it always feel like the joke is still on me Got everything I wanted But nothing that I need Cuz I quit talking bout my old life Left it in my dreams Now everything is perfect I’m where I want to be Why does it always feel like the joke is still on me Got everything I wanted But nothing that I need It’s whatever... I mean, honestly the way you feel about music is the way i feel about alcohol...